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prends palagi.. =)

hanggang tingin nalang...

ngiti sa sarili...

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sabi kanina ng kaibigan ko...:

cheng: 241 ka diba?

cheng: dapat palaban ka

cheng: hehe

tama tama cheng.. tama ka dyan..

natuwa ako talga..

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sabi ng boss ko.. madaming bagay talga kahit maliit nakakapagpasaya...

oo tama siya.. pero ngayon, di ko na alam kung yung bagay na yun ay talgang nakakapagpasaya..

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sabi ni boss,

di ka ngumingiti ngayon..

masakait lang taga tiyan ko..

wag ka magalala, isang linggo ka lang sa operations department..

ok sige sabi mo.. matapos mo ko ipamigay sa kabilang department e di sige nalang...

sige nalang, gaya ng sinasabi ng lahat.. tiyaga daw kasi daw lahat dumadaan sa gaito..

natural ba sa pilipino ang pagiging matiisin? isa siguro sa dahilan kaya ang kupad ng usad ng pinoy minsan..

hay

trsut God nalang nga.. e di tapos usapan diba.. hay...

is getting there worth every step...?

source: http://www.theeveryman.com/index.php

i hope so...

all the waiting, the patience, the time given and the effort exerted..

i just really hope everything would be all worth it in the end..

a lot of people warned me of the path that i took..

"find another one, the one that pays you better..."

"finish your MA first..."
"try doing this.. and that..."

in the end, i ended taking the path enyways.. and so here i am.. guarding on my faith not to double cross me.. if my faith on what i've chosen wavers.. i dont know what to do.. i dont want to admit they might be right all along..

at this moment, i dont know anymore if i'm really happy or am i just convincing myself that im still having fun with what i do...

but i'd love to think i still am having fun with what i do. i still carry the responsibility given to me with pride and integrity... i guess that's enough to sustain me for now...

i always think there is something more behind what my eyes can see and that something is why God is there for me..

its a matter of trust...

'he caught me when i was falling down.. and i didnt see it!!!"


haha.. last saturday, we had short training/get together at the office called morning hub. we had a game/activity called "Willow in the Wind" , is a trust building activity.






that's not us.. too bad we dont have any pictures..

the one in the middle serves as the willow... the rest of the group surrounds the "willow" and serves as the wind... the willo is blindfolded whiile other teammates(wind) toss him around.. i know you get the picture.. so that's pretty much what the game entails.. it's suppose to establish TRUST among us..

at one point.. i played the "willow"..

i was blindfolded.. was tossed around.. i allowed myself to be tossed around.. i trusted my groupmates...

and at one point.. i really felt like i was falling.. i dont know if someone wil still catch me.. but one guy from the group did catch me.. and after that i removed my blindfold and everyone was staring at us.. more at him like they were glad he was there to catch me.. i must have been near the ground.. they kept on saying "buti nandyan siya.."

he did catch me and everyone saw it but me...

kinda like in life..

sometimes we're blindfolded of the true people who care for us or who are willing to catch us when we fall...

we concentrate so much on otehr people, other things.. "other everything.."

there's so much more than what we "dont have" at the moment..

and i guess we really just have to trust that someone will always catch us when we fall.. its just that they may not be the people we expect..

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY FJORDZ AHOY!!!

so fed up...

hindi ko lang lubos maiisp may mga taong ganoon... higit pa, mga kamag-anak na ganoon.

tatlo. tatlo lamang kami sa pamilya.. ako, at ang aking magulang. masaya ako sa kung anong meron sa aming tatlo.

ang ikinalulungkot ko ay ang "extended family".. mas matatanggap ko pa kung ang masasakit na salita ay manggagaling sa isang di kakilala... ngunit kung manggagaling sa kanila.. masakit para sa akin. ni minsan 'di ako nagreklamo sa kung ano ang meron ako sa buhay, o kung ano man ang estado namin... wala silang karapatan para diktahan kami kung saan kami titira o lulugar.

I believe i am only accountable to God and God alone. we'll stay kung saan namin gusto at kung saan kami nilagay ni God.. i owe my life to no one except with God.

i dont understand them... nasasaktan talga ko sa ginagawa nila.. sa nangyayari.. sa lahat.. naiinis ako kasi nangyayari ito.

parang gusto ko tumigil muna ang lahat...