as long as it is HIS promise.. no problem!!

finally..

i can write again..

after all the drama.. umm... more drama i guess..

its my last week at work..

probably my last week also at the place i live in..

oh... and the "boys"... yup..

lets see..


-i feel brave enough to resign, probably should be braver becoming unemployed for a while.. i believe i can find a new one in no time.. i just hope it would be way way better than my present one..

---bottom line for me: DONT give your TRUST that easilly...
CONSIDER the advice of people who have been there
and the most important thing.. still.. TRUST GOD..

-i'm getting, ummm.. evicted in the place i live in.. umm..

---crux for me: REVIEW all your decisions, for teh CONSEQUENCES may last a lifetime..
RELATIVES.. ummm.. they kinda suck sometimes... umm.. BIGTIME!

-and oh yeah... the "BOYS"

plural form.. yep! never had so many of them in my life.. haha!!!

----so how will you choose?
of his roses and chocolates... how do you say no?
of his laughter and his smile... how do you say no?
of.. umm.. his looks.. haha! how do you say no?

lets see..
it's because it just wont work... even though everyone has practically vouched for him.. even i sometimes ask, how come it's not him... probably there's someone else.... is it the other one who sounded so different.. no one's vouching for him and taking the risk of going out with him sounds so appealing.. sounds so.. umm.. "secret lovers" .. but knowing the consequences make my tummy squirm.. it will ruin not only friendships but probably us as well... and so down to the last one.. he whose looks had one the smiles of everyone in our place.. haha... but this one, i can expect nothing.. im too tired of dealing with first two.. i just waved my hand and put down my hair.. sayng.. haha!! "ang ganda ko naman..."

but seriously.. i was thinking this maybe God's way of preparing me for something nice.. hmmm.. the "outing" at the end of November... the one where i might probably see who He had chosen for me... haha!!!

the feeling of being "liked"... its nice.. but i believe I'll have someone that HE has picked specifically for me.. maybe he is one of the boys i talked about.. but I know God is saying.. "wait..."


i don't mind waiting.. as long as I'm holding on to HIS promise.. i can wait and wait and wait.. :)